Ah. I'm saying goodbye to this journal. I was too lazy to go back and change every damn entry to friends only so add my new name if you wanna be friends still. xxhornyhippo

looooove -shi

So I dont actually have anything to update about, I'm just bored out of my freakin' mind. I wanna write about Sean but I cant put my feelings into words. Everytime I think about it my mind turns to mush and I just cant think.

So I never actually liked Yellowcard and I still dont but I am listening to "Ocean Avenue" right now. Its like the story of ( Read more... )

Hey fuckers. Long time no update. Well I finally mustered up some time to do this. Be thankful ( Read more... )

Gosh... I must write. I'm in a frenzy. I dont know what to do. Its like someone unplugged me and my spare batteries are slowly draining. I have so much yet I feel so empty. I dont feel happy in my own skin. I want out. I despise what I have become and even more what I fear I will become. I fear I'm spiraling down into a hole of scars, blood and ( Read more... )

Today.. hmmm. Cleaned house, did laundry, Sean came over, we did nothing. That pretty much sums up my day. I think I'm trying to be as lazy as I can before school starts because once it starts I'll never have a chance to be lazy. My schedule looks like this:

1st- IB Bio 2 (hardest class I've ever taken was IB Bio 1 so I cant imagine how bad this' ( Read more... )

Grawr! I absolutely hate being woke up in the morning. Sean and me talked until sometime past 1 am this morning and at about 9 A.M. my sister and her not so quiet friend prance into the house yelling and talking loudly. Assholes. Then my sister discovers that my cat kncoked over her new hermit crabs and that they hid somewhere in her room. So she's ( Read more... )

*sigh* This week has been a terrible week. Besides Monday, the anniversary was perfect, but now I just want the week to end but there is still 3 days left, I think. We've got house guests up a frickin wall and Sean and I fought today and my parents are treating me like crap. I wanna vent but I dont feel like elaborating so I shall go and enjoy the ( Read more... )

Small update I guess. Sean called. Finally. I know it'd only been like what two days? But flying makes me nervous and I just had to know he was okay. He was all cute with me but then he had to go. *sigh* I'm so in love dudes ( Read more... )

The new layout its from the lovely Lorena!. Check her out and comment for her, tell her how fucking rockin' she is. Later, dolls.

Ah. So summer is really dwindling away. Sad, but true. No more late nights or sleeping in. School work will be torturous this year. Ugh. I have registration coming up on Tuesday the 24th. Yucky! We did some oh so exciting school shopping today. The saga shall continue tomarrow. Ugh, somebody kill me. We go back on the 8th. Hehe, my freshman sister ( Read more... )