( What's cookin' good lookin'? )

I feel so... wonderful. I feel depression and fear overwhelming me still, but last night makes me feel as if no matter what, all will be okay. Sean held me and he said "I'm here always, it'll be okay. And when it isn't I'll hold you even tighter until it is okay." How unbelieveably perfect is that? I love you sweetie ( Read more... )

Well I'm home from vacation. Went well. Much fun. Some not so fun stuff. The usual.

I shopped for Sean's anniversary present today. It'll be a year on the 23rd of this month. *insert your awwes here* I have the absolute cutest idea. If you know it please don't comment on here as he visits this page and if you don't know, well check back later.

Now ( Read more... )

( Survey Spammage )

Werd. So yeah not much as been up. Monday Sean came by early and spent the entire day here. He's perfect. He wrote me this poem/letter thingy that was so incredibely beautiful. He also bought me an *NSYNC DVD, werd. Yes I'm an *NSYNC whore. And some other things that were just too cute. ;-) We just did the family birthday deal. I wasnt much into ( Read more... )

This is horrible. My brother... I've been thinking about him non stop. He cant go over there. He's only 22. He has so much life in him. He doesnt need to be in a foreign country fighting for a stupid worthless cause. Sure Saddam was a bad man but it isnt our mission to save the world. Thats selfish maybe but honestly... its life. And the weapons of ( Read more... )

Ha, that subject doesnt really describe my mood but I was feeling bored and "creative ( Read more... )

Alright so plans for the beach are set. Seany-Baby is coming fa shizzle! Yay ( Read more... )

Ugh. Those random, down on yourself spells suck. I was really psyched because he could go with me to the beach. But now I feel as if ten days with me is too many and I feel as if I'm forcing him to go. I also know he has baseball and we dont know when it will end and I dont like not knowing until the last minute when something will happen. It irks ( Read more... )

Ah, I knew I'd begin to neglect this thing. As always. Well for now I'm back. Sean can come with me to the beach again! He could then he couldn't now he can! I'm postively thrilled!! I already have the perfect picture painted in my mind. The two of us hand in hand walking along the beach, the sun setting beautifully, a little wind, waves crashing ( Read more... )