So my friend Alan commited suicide last Saturday. Services for him were this morning. I took off of work to go to it. I guess, if you consider it, I only hung out with him a few times and always while with other friends. A friend of a friend I guess? I met him not even a year ago. Last August I think. But I am still very saddened. He was a fun guy ( Read more... )

So Sarah, my friend and only co-worker, is leaving and has to help train her 2 replacements. So my boss's decision is $10 an hour for each replacement. Sarah makes $9.50 an hour, and so, she needs to be paid more. Upon my boss's decision of $10/hour, I told him to raise Sarah. So he agreed to raise her $.75 an hour, which puts her at $10.25/hour, ( Read more... )

A long time since I last updated, I am at work, and should be working but I feel I need an update ( Read more... )

Not even 2 weeks after Hose my Grandma dies. She has been in the hospital for a few weeks, she was unable to talk and just laid there. They had her on sedatives and a breathing machine and a feeding tube. On Saturday morning they made her comfortable and took the machines off. She was breathing on her own but not even to continue. So, she ( Read more... )

Hoser died last night, about 8 or 9pm. My parents had friends over, he got excited, saw everyone, and then just collapsed and never got back up. He was dead (or too far gone) when I got home around 8:30pm but I said so many goodbyes to him that morning. He was the best dog ever and I am glad he died at the happiest moment he could have. He was ( Read more... )

I am confused as fuck. Life threw a bajillion new things my way today. Fuck.

Who all is going to the ice skating event this weekend? At least I think its this weekend. Oh well, let me know, I am probably going.

So, on Saturday I rolled down my window to wave at my friend's dorm room. However, to my dismay, the motor on the window just did not have enough force to push the window back up. This has done this to an extent before, like, slowing/stopping as it is rolling up, but I always close it again. This time it decided that would not be the case. So after ( Read more... )

So, to update from last time, my puppy is still alive and kicking. His cancerous lump is getting huge, but we give him pain killers and he seems to feel a lot better with them. He hasn't lost his appetite or been sad, but you can tell he is not the best. I feel so bad for him, but he is still happy and still chasing the cats around. Right now he is ( Read more... )

It is cancer. Vet said 1-3 months. The only other option is $500 worth of tests to see if it spread, then amputating ($1,000) then chemo (no clue how much but chemo is horribly painful) to give him maybe to 10 or 12. He's a big dog, already 8, and not the healthiest thing. So the pain and money to make him last maybe a few years. So my mom settled ( Read more... )