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Life is so unfair!
Why is it that there are plenty of people who are blessed with beautiful children, and don't want them....but I want nothing more than that, but I lose my first child and now having issues with this one ( Read more... ) -
Making it a quick one...
Just a quick update to let you know where things currently stand ( Read more... ) -
Merry Christmas!!!
Just finished all the wrapping and put the gifts under the tree. Baking is all done...now just need to clean and cook in the am. Goodnight everyone. Hope you have a safe and happy holiday=)
Merry Christmas Benjamin<33333
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It's officially winter...
and what a way to kick start the season...a lunar eclipse and some shooting stars=)I set my alarm for 2:30 to watch the elclipse and now I am wide awake...great=)
I am not a big fan of winter, but I do love the holidays. I love buying gifts for everyone and especially the kids. There are so many kids in the family again. Although, it does hurt ( Read more... ) -
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So I apparently suck at keeping up with my journal. I don't know why either. I guess I'm pretty busy. Any free time I have, I usually just want to lay down and relax. My life has been a hectic roller coaster for what seems like forever. After the death of my son, I just have not been able to get a handle on things. Well, here I am again...about to ( Read more... ) -
Hello stranger!!
So it's been a while...as usual =) My life just seems so hectic this past year. I never have time for anything anymore...especially posting in my journal. Jay and I are still living with my Nan. She's been in the hospital pretty much this whole year. For some reason, she keeps going into congestive heart failure. She's home now...has been since my ( Read more... ) -
Happy birthday Benjamin<3
Today, my son would have been 1 years old. I can't believe a whole year has passed. I often find myself imagining what he would look like......I also compare him to other children his age...would he be walking, talking, playing, getting into trouble ( Read more... ) -
"I remember the smile that always brought me back yo you"
That is a lyric from "Stories" by Trapt. The whole song reminds me of me and my husband. He gets really upset when I tell him that. But if you look at the words, they fit perfectly. I put the lyrics behind the cut...
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Where has all the time gone???
It has been WAY too long since I last updated my journal. I'm not going to lie, I just haven't been in the mood too. I've been going through a roller coaster of feelings since last July. I am doing ok...but could be better. Things are very unstable with my husband. I am trying my hardest to make it work...but some times I am not too sure it will. ( Read more... ) -
Half awake and half a world away...
It's been way too long since I last updated. I just haven't been in the mood lately. So here's my extremely overdue post ( Read more... )