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This Journal Is Now Obsolete. If you were meant to know which journal is my other one, then you would have already been added to the friends list on that journal.

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thought today was going to be very busy, turns out it was pretty dull. finnished up most MSA stuff for today, still have things to do but i'm too tired right now to do it. didn't go to lunch w/ sam, i hope he gets his stuff back from UCSC. so i had a couple of free hours to just play lineage II, then went and spent time w/ my family, and now, back ( Read more... )

the romance chapter with dina and myself is now over; t'was not her that was an issue, it was me. i realized many, many things that i'm glad i realized, and i hope that dina and i will continue to be best friends, like brother and sister. she's the closest any human being has ever gotten to me, and i hope and pray that i will not lose that ( Read more... )

it may be time in my life to re-evaluate everything, to look at my life, peice by peice, and see if things are really doing me good, or being detremental to me ( Read more... )

who am i? what am i doing here? why do i hurt so often? why am i the way i am? why are things the way they are? can it change? can i change?

*sighs* if only i could have answers to those questions. it seems as if i'm falling apart, as if nothing is doing me any good anymore.

*sighs*

life is beatiful, in a brutal way.

break me.

No matter what you say, or how right you are, there will always be those who will not listen to you and doubt what you have to say until they see it for themselves.

Life is a class, learn from it, for when you die, you will get your grade.I'm doing ok, just here, gotta go to Abdoun in a few minutes, then going to call my friend and meet up with ( Read more... )

the music is blasting, the people are dancing, and my ears are ringing lol; loud music and festivities for my uncle Tareq's (the FUCK-IT uncle) wedding ( Read more... )

well i guess it's about time i update this thing again. i'm at my house right now (in Mahes, south of Amman) and i'm just sitting here; my uncle and electritian are leaving, i told them where and how to set up the network; the whole house is gonna be wired ( Read more... )

.i just want to cry.i really do.just sit here and cry.

.*sighs*.i miss you dina.