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I believe I'm going to be leaving my place of residence soon. I hate to do that to my son.

So. I got a call this morning. It was an old skipper of mine, He wants to know if I want to go up to Alaska and go fishing again. However, if I go, I'll be doing to my son exactly what my father did to me. Which I dont want to do. I'm not happy here, I want more, and I cant get it ( Read more... )

One of my long time friends died the other day. Another drunk driving accident. He was a fisherman. He had just gotten his life on track for success. He had just bought a 200,000$ steel seine boat. Already set up for black cod, and other fisheries.

Don Davis Jr. I will miss you. But that was a stupid fucking way to die.

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So. I my aunt found my computer, and the box that was with it a while ago. I recieved these items about two months ago.. and there was a little box in there I wasnt ever expecting to see again... I dont know what the fuck to do with it. My computer and computer supplies have been gone for 22 months or so. I never thought I'd see any of it ever ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night... I was in a video game, and this other guy was showing me how to throw knives and kill people ( I think I equated him with KEvin or something ) cause we got along really well.. and it was very Half-Life meets Second Life ( Read more... )

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I dream and dream about my ex. It wont stop ( Read more... )

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My dad fell off of a ladder... Broke his feet, ankles and his hip.

I dont know what to do. I feel oddly compelled to try to take care of him.

Its too much for me though... People arent telling me to do it, but I feel almost obligated to try to fix it.

Too confused.