pretty much all i want is to feel important to at least someone again

I dont feel anything but hate anymore

So today im 19. Who gives a shit? not me ( Read more... )

I need a job so bad

But after I find one im probably just gonna start going to sleep around 11 or so, and just do shit like work, work out, train, and eat and go to sleep.

I dont really care to party

IM HOME AND HAVE A GOOD INTERNET CONNECTION

YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 more days and ill be out of this shit hole

Im so over everything... I really dont care about anything anymore. Pretty much anything at all. I love music, but lately it doesn't seem to matter. I don't care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care...i cant put it any other way

I dont know what to do. It makes me not stressed but I wish there was something i cared about

Im ready...

(...to stop going to school
...to go home for good
...to get tattooed

(...to stop being sick so i can...
...start working out again
...feel somewhat better
...be able to sleep good)

...to start working so i can have money again
...to stop being lonely)...

...so i can stop hating life

Im lonely and homesick

I can't wait to get out of this town. Its depressing and I hate school and being broke.

I just want to move home and start working so I can buy whatever the fuck I want again.

And my foot hurts like hell...I kicked the bag with the wrong part of my foot last night at mma practice.