oh shit. last night it happened we took our break. it was 9:09 when i said "so i guess we are on our break now." and it hurt sooooooooooooo much. we talked for about maybe 20 more min and then got off the phone.then rob called me and i talked to him about it and cried some more. and as i sat in my bed last night trying to go to sleep i just cried ( Read more... )

Wow… I wrote this weeks and weeks ago.. I’m just now putting it up, but to set a time line. NCC’s prom was on the 30th ( Read more... )

well i havent typed in this for a long time. i hate writing in it cuz i had to think of everything i had done and write it down. but writing in here shuoldnt feel like somehtign i have to do and dont look foward to, it should make me happy and i should want to. so im gonna start typing again about how i feel ( Read more... )

~ Well I wrote this like 3 weeks ago and was gonna finish it later and post it. But I got lazy and didn’t, so now I have to catch up ( Read more... )

This past weekend I had a lot of fun. It all started in Saturday, I had to work until 4 but the kid who was gonna come in for me forgot and came in at 5 ( that’s when he comes in every other week, he didn’t realize the change) then I took shayna out to circuit city to get her present that her dad got her for her birthday and sent there. It took a ( Read more... )

this week has been GREAT!!!! well sunday wasnt. i went to church at 12 and got back a little after 1. when we went into church the weather was great, but when we got out it was starting to snow pretty bad. i got home and called shayna bec we ALWAYS do somehting on sundays. well her mom said she wasnt even allowed to do ne thing. i oofred to pick ( Read more... )

i left my otehr journal entry unlocked on accident. but its like the only one i have unlocked and after only 2 days i had 3 or 4 ppl ask me about it. i didnt know ne knew i had one. but if u would like to see my other ones just ask me and ill add you as a friend . its nice hearing how other ppl feel about what i write.

TURNCOAT! KILLER! LIAR! THEIF ( Read more... )

I had this all planned out. I knew exactly what I was gonna say and it all made sense in my head. But that was days ago and now im not sure how to start again. Well it all started on Wednesday when I left for D.C. with some kids from my class and over 400 other high school kids from around here. We left on wed night and got there at 6:00 in the ( Read more... )

well today we had to go back to school after having 16 days off. i guess it wasnt that bad though. the weirdest part was last night, i got to see shayna for a few hours after work but i thought i would get kinda sad and have that feeling i ahve before i go back to school after a long time or just after i have a lot of fun. but as i was sititng in ( Read more... )