well i want to start off by saying everyhting is ok now. i dont know if ne one else red my other entries, bu they wernt to happy. it turns out we never really had a problem, she was just upset and we didnt ahve time to tlak, b4 we had to go our sepret ways and continue with the day being as such. well on friday i got to go to her house after work, ( Read more... )

i felt really really bad all day. i know i did somehting stupid and i am sorry for it. but now i see ppl think i lied to them or tried to hide somehting. i mean i would understnd, but if the only 2 sources of information you have are 2 ppl who lie about everythting ..why believe them? ....and u didnt even hear my side, since when has there word ( Read more... )

it looks liek i have screwed up the best thing that has ever happened to me. well it seems i had promised somehting and just forgot about it...i would never lie to her and she knows that (well i thought)i DID go skiing, and i DIDNT plan ne thing else. there was some stuff said that really made me angry, what i did was stupid but cant u see where i ( Read more... )

Well I have a lot to talk about. Lets start back off on Christmas eve. As I said in my last entry , it wasn’t what I had been expecting L. Shayna couldn’t come over for the whole night with her mom like I had wanted. So we did stuff during the day and a little later in the evening. And after driving to her house 4 times that night I went back home ( Read more... )

welp last thurs was shaynas concert thing at her school. she had tould me about it a month or so b4hand so i could try to get off work and come see her..but of course i didnt remember until the week of when it was already too late. i had to work from 6-8 and it began at 7 so there was no was i was gonna b able to make it. when she asked me about it ( Read more... )

welp a lot happened today and i dont feel like typing it all again so im goin to sleep.....BUT SHAYNA NEEDS TO COME HOME SOON!!!