Sometimes the sheer amount of what I have lost overwhelms me. I read a Facebook post or listen to a song, remember the beauty and awe of being where I was, and I almost cry. I never cry, so the feeling is even worse... knowing that if I were normal, I'd be in tears, but unable to actually do so. I just *miss* so badly. If I had anything that could ( Read more... )

ok, so after watching This video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsPFDzAGb4A&feature=autoplay&list=QL&index=3&playnext=8&shuffle=300775Read more... )

*running commentary to episode 2, season 1 of the tv show Star Trek ( Read more... )

Ok, roosterbox... I don't know if you'll read this, or if I scared you off... I'm sure that my comment on your post was a little off... I'd probably have run screaming. oh well, if you never read this, it's not the end of the world ( Read more... )

will anyone ever read this? it's kinda strange to think that I am writing here, on the internet, where anyone could read it, and it's more hidden than if I wrote in a locked journal that I hid under my pillow.

it occurs to me how incredibly blessed I am. I've been to Rome, Paris, Madrid, Vienna, Islamabad, Dubai, New York, Chicago, and Washington DC, and am going to London in the spring... I've listened to Sigur Ros while standing on a cliff overlooking the French Mediterranean... I've been to more countries than some americans know the name of... I went ( Read more... )

'Ello there. I'm actually updating... 0_0 woooaaah ( Read more... )

right. a livejournal. don't really know what I'm doing here, or who is going to read this. maybe i should use this to vent my frustration at life... like a good little emo chick. tche, yeah right. mostly i guess this will be an outlet for my pathetic raving fangirl-ness. i come from a 'traditional' family, and my... interest in yaoi is discouraged ( Read more... )