"You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about someone else before and possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, then what else matters? He's not perfect and you aren't either, but if he can make you laugh, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He is probably not going to quote poetry, he might not be thinking ( Read more... )

I do not know what to do for my birthday. Maybe I can get away with nothing..... :/

I love you

I just want to know why that happiness doesn't last forever. I know I've been told several of times that you make your own happiness. But I'm not sure how to do that. I rely on people to make my decisions for me. I think that's bc of how I was raised with my parents. For the most part, they do make my own decisions. Whenever I do make those ( Read more... )

Everything's lost....and I don't know how it happened

by why does it always happen to me

i wish the tears would go away for once....

Everything has been so great to me the past week. It's been amazing and nothing makes me happier as I am now. I woke up today feeling like crap though...I'm so scared of getting hurt again. I don't think it's possible if things happened the way it's meant to happen. But I'm still scared that things won't end up right and just all wrong. I just need ( Read more... )

My last entry was a mistake. I've let go. There's nothing there anymore and won't be. I don't wana feel this way anymore....

I'm writing this as I dread to study for my test on wed. Due to the hurricane Wilma coming, classes got cancelled tom but unfortunately my test did not get postponed. It sucks ( Read more... )

I might have made a mistake, but I don't know what else to do when you don't understand me. You just don't. I'm tired of all the heartbreak. Too many obstacles around us. It could never be....don't think I'm too happy about it either. But I'm living an unhealthy life. Maybe it's better this way. A lots happened to ever forget it all. It could never ( Read more... )

FASTINGS a bitch....gosh im sooo hungry and i have a huge headache