It's impossible for me to love you ( Read more... )

I wish I can take a lot of things back...but I can't. All I'm left is an empty heart with nothing to fullfill it.

I found him....
....and now I lost him

i crack myself up.
i'm such a loser and so stupid
hahahhahahha
that's all i can do

I'm really sorry ppl have some weird issues with me. Maybe I should have just admitted what was wrong with me instead of trying to go around it. It's just that I don't care anymore. The only thing I do care about is not having the blame on me and being mad at me although I'm at fault for it...I know. I can't help it that reality hit me and changed ( Read more... )

I don't deserve anything

I don't like how ppl like to have such expectations on me. I can only be me and do what makes me happy for the most part. I'm just 20 years old. I have my whole life ahead of me to learn from all the mistakes I make/made. I know I make mistakes but they are made for a reason. I know things always happen for a reason and sometimes I just want things ( Read more... )

People need to stop sayin things they shouldn't say or mean. I do not wish to know the stuff that are said sometimes. Especially ones that don't mean anythin where the actions speak wayyy more than then their words. It's all sooo crazyyyyyyy

I got rejected for the millionth time. I still don't know why I bother as much as I do. It never means anythin...it doesn't change anythin....just brings out total embarassment on my part. It just sucks...it really does...

Thinkin of her ( Read more... )