I'm feeling all the pain that I would not let get to me all summer come to me all at once now...and it hurts a LOT ( Read more... )

A new beginning tom....I have a lot to say but I'll save it for when the time is right...

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

I hate liars and I hate guys....
...enough said

I've had a pretty decent week and I think it's getting better. I found out today my teacher from spring term finally changed my grade and I'm finally, after soooo much hard work, gona get my scholarship back for the next year. It's just an awesome feeling. I feel mostly content. I haven't been excited for awhile for much but hey it's better than ( Read more... )

Stupid, disgusting, perverts deserve each other....ENJOY ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know what I'm doin and what I want in life but other times I'm just like just live it and see where it takes you and who cares about anythin else. I want to be happy. I'm tryin my hardest not to be depressed again...sometimes too hard. I am happy thought sometimes. I mean goin to Europe next summer is the best thing that could ( Read more... )

Everywhere around me I see love. On tv, movies, songs...even a book I've been readin. I just finished watchin "How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days." It's my fav and each time I get saddened by it bc the love was just accidental and it makes me happy with the way it turned out. I once thought I had a chance with the whole love experience, but I see that I ( Read more... )

Last night was amazin! I am soo happy I went to the concert. It brought back so many memories. I know I'm not who I once was before and not really into that music much but the memories itself made me happy. We had pretty decent seats so it was just great. Words can't be put into how I feel about it. I'm just real happy right now....

I found out today that I'm definently goin to Europe of course as long as I bring my GPA up and pay for it all. I should be extremely happy and deep down I am...but I'm not right now. I hate bein home...I do. I get into these lame depression mood and it just sucks. At the same time, I'm just soo tired that I couldn't do much of anythin else even if ( Read more... )