I'm currently going back and forth with my emotions and it's pretty annoying. I've been fine the past 2 days but I think for the most part it's bc I've been talkin to this guy from myspace. Yea I've talked to a few of them before but this one's different...not sure how yet. He seems real cool and we have things in common and he lives about 10 min ( Read more... )

I've lost any sense of how to be a happy person. I thought if I was confident enough to do so then maybe just maybe thats the key to do it for me. Where did it all go wrong? Everything has gone downhill for sooo long now...and it just keeps gettin worse....I wish I was gone ( Read more... )

I feel the only thing I can do is just type how I feel on lj. I'm still goin on with no one to talk to, with no one to listen to me, with no one to help me. I'm really better off not being in Orlando anymore. Sometimes I just feel I'm better off not living. I'm tryin soo hard to concentrate on my school work this semester and already, I feel I'm ( Read more... )

It's hard to live the life of being a happy person. It's hard when others either disappoint you or bring you down. I'm tryin sooo hard to not let things bother me and just forget the past and live the future but somehow, in the end I end up in tears. I'm not gona lie and say I want things normal again bc I just don't. What is normal anyways? Livin ( Read more... )

I came back from Atlanta with a new perspective in life. I no longer care what people do and what they dont do. It hurts seein the ones you thought you knew aren't there for you when you needed them the most. But I'm over it. Comin back to orlando, I've realized I don't need to rely on people to be there for me or to even do anythin for me. I guess ( Read more... )

I'm hungry, tired and realllly bored....this really sucks!

What are you supposed to do when the person you are supposed to and want to be with tells you that you deserve better but they never tell you they dont want to be with you...they just dont be with you and tells you it wont work out and they hurt me enough to ever try to be with me...what do you do when they rather be with someone that could ( Read more... )

Nobody said that it would hurt so bad ( Read more... )

I hate ME self...

I hurt much more than anytime before....