This year has finally come to an end, its bitter sweet. High School just won't be the same next year or the year after that.  The senoirs are gone, and new people coming in. I'm finally going to be a junoir, and i can't stop saying it. I'm finally going to be a driver, i'm finally really understanding the meaning to life. I'm actually starting to ( Read more... )

today was just perfect
well it could have been better if it wasn't so hot out
but i managed, after school i went to the mall with mac
it was much needed, i love her soo
i don't need a guy in my life, i have good friends, a good life
i'm just going to wait, until i find someone, cause why
waste my time looking or thinking about the past guy?
its worthless

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I'm so stupid and foolish for trusting people. WHY DON'T I LEARN?! it's my fault this time, i can admit that
i think i just made a mistake that i will regrett for awhile. I just don't know why i can't keep my mouth shut
for one second. REALLY, i need to learn how too. I got myself into something big, that i can't back away
from, without getting hurt. ( Read more... )

laugh yah cares away

I can't make up my mind, at all. I can't decided what i want or what i feel, i don't know, i'm so confused ( Read more... )

your pulling me down do you not see that?
i've waited up all night just to hear you speak to me
just to know you thinking of me
i get the greatest feeling in 
the world when you even say my name
but it seems like it just ended
suddenly, and don't think for one
second after this moment i will utter your name again
cause i won't, not to a soul
so don't be ( Read more... )

So today while i was at lunch ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of you, i give up, why try to save something
that doesn't want to be saved?!?

it will turn out alright in the end,
I'm making a scrap book for danielle, i'm going to give it to her the last
day of school, its probably going to be the last time i will ever see her
i don't like that feeling, knowing i'll never see her again
i love her so muccch, i don't want to let go

I figured as much, that this was going to happen, it always does, when does anything ever go my way? You can’t say its my fault, cause it wasn’t, it was yours, I tried so hard, to let you in, you seem to just deny me

but talking to old friends makes a bad day turn into a good one
i miss erin! we're hanging out tomorrow, i'm calling in at work