i hate fighting with people, what good comes out of it? both sides are hurt, no one gains anything from it, whats the point? to get out your anger? since when does talking it out not fix problems. But seems like many people i thought i once knew changed for the worse, from my point of view and also from others too.  I guess the best thing to do now ( Read more... )

i hate my schdeule this year >_> its not like i get anything i like anyways! but this year, its PURE scumfuck quality ( Read more... )

disgusting, thats what i think of you, don't look at me again, just walk right by me for now on, i won't dare to look back at  you again

its been such a perfect week, i don't think i'd go back and change a second of it, at all, i'd want to remeber every second, every movment i'd made, cause it was all perfect. i have such good friends, i couldn't ask for anything better. i can trust them, every single last one, and thats important to me, trust, its number one on my list.  its been ( Read more... )

just deep regrett, thats all i feel

i feel so left out? idon't know, it seems like i've been away awhile and i've come back to something that seems all different? maybe i am making such a big deal out of something so small, but it just doesn't feel the same. It seems to me that everyone is  doing something, everyone has something, someone to be more exact. their own group of close ( Read more... )

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thanks for ditching me, i can really see how much you like now

so let down, thats how i feel. i build up in anticipation towards something just to ALWAYS be let back down. I don't like opening up to people, cause i know i'm always going to be dissapointed in some way in the end., cause they got the best of me. thats exactly how i feel right now, that i let so many people get the best of me, and i regrett it.

life has been such a mess latley. Its like a puzzle, you put all the peices togetheir, just to find out at the end, your missing some. Its bitter, thats how i feel, just bitter. I know i said in my last entry, that it was going to be the last one until school starts up again, but life problems don't just end when you say they do.  So i'm just going ( Read more... )