When I finally got home last night, I got out of my car and just stood in my driveway looking at the Blue Moon. It's quiet where I live...few lights, even fewer cars. If it wasn't overcast the land would have been lit up with star light. As I gazed at the moon (a blue moon only happens every 4 or 5 years i hear) clouds raced in front of it, ( Read more... )

My world has come crashing down around me, but the pieces stood on end and began to rebuild itself back up into some thing bigger, better, something splendid. With all this "construction" i was unable to sleep at all last night, and work today dragged on and on and on until i thought i would never escape. But on this crashing sea, in the blackest ( Read more... )

It's always been right there in front of me, but although it should've been obvious, I couldn't see the forest for the trees. I chase a ghost, a phantom, for the sole reason that I cannot have it. I attempt to understand and study for a test I cannot take. Why have I been cursed with this ambition, this drive to know what I'm not supposed to? To ( Read more... )

Well, I've decided to actually post something. Nothing has really happened to me, I have don't really have anythingd deep to say. I hung with Jill this past week. She came to my Lax game which was cool. We hit up Mikata, then hung at her house for a bit. It was nice to unwind for a little while. Her little sis is hitting on me, which is scary, ( Read more... )

i'm so damn bored, i took another one:

Section 1: Basic InformationWhat is your name?:Rob How old are you?:17 Where do you live?:in my house What time is it there right now?:10:31 pm Why are you bored?:cause i got nothing to do Section 2: Have you ever...Done cartwheels for a mile?:cumulative perhaps danced naked?:sure played with Barbie dolls ( Read more... )

What time are you starting this?:8:45 pm Name?:Robert Jeffery Colletti Nicknames?:Rob, Robby, Bobby, Bob, Boobus, Booby, etc Date of birth?:1/11/87 Sex?:Yes please! (sry, couldn't resist) M Height?:6'7" Eye color?:Brown Where were you born?:Nashua, NH Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:um...18...17 plus that lucky one thing Pets?:lil ( Read more... )

Jesus fucking christ! God damn me and my god forsaken life! Why must I be filled with so much pain? What have I done to deserve this torment? I feel like I'm going to fucking explode...and I'm afriad of what I'll do. But I just can't take this shit anymore! Nothing in my life has ever really, truely brought me any sort of pleasure...there's always ( Read more... )

"In the end, we're all the same. It's the details of each person's life and death that makes each story worth reading about."

How's that for a quote? Too bad I can't remember who said it, but it so true. We all start out the same way, and we all end up the same: dead. But we all make choices, while some are made for us, and the rest of the time we' ( Read more... )

Turn, turning, always turning. This world always moves on, leaves you behind ( Read more... )

While sitting here, talking with friends online, I suddenly start thinking. Why is it we all used to hang out together, and now we're lucky if we catch each other online. We've all floated apart on the ocean of life, seperated by the swells caused by summers filled by jobs and girls (some of us anyway), but we never noticed the difference for the ( Read more... )