I'm stoned as fuck. And update LJ too often ( Read more... )

is it the idea or the reality ( Read more... )

Guess what world?
I have a boyfriend.
His name is Leighton.
Mine.

Its one of those days where I feel like everything I say and do are totally moronic ( Read more... )

Sigh, I need to get money so I can bribe someone to drive me somewhere Saturday.
Damn it. I wish I had a job or a car or both. Those would be good things to have. There are ants all over this keyboard. Wtf?

Hope for the best
Plan for the worst
and maybe wind up somewhere in the middle

I've got a colony of butterflies in there
tickling my womb and other organs
and with every sigh I make
they fly
they escape
out my throat into the sky

I'm so happy, I hope its not foolish to be so ( Read more... )

I might have a boy.
Dont tell anybody.
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I'm reallyfuckinghappy.
And he's reallyfuckingcute.

Oh dear.
Life is a confusing thing, indeed.
Its like everyone wants to make out with me but no one actually cares about me ( Read more... )

I am so confused and shaken and weird.
I guess its a little bit of the weed, and a big bit of a few other things.
Alot can happen in three weeks.
I miss Cali. I cant deal with the bullshit here.
I really miss Jacquie.
And Sarah.
Oh fuck.

I am so nervous ( Read more... )