he swore to me that i'd never find anyone like him
i'd never find someone that treated me as good as he did
i'd never find happiness again because he was it for me
i believed him, with everything i had
so i was scared to leave because, according to him,
there would be nothing else for me in the future besides him.
one day i finally left.
i stopped buying ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've had anything to say haha
but i'm single, for real this time
no longer putting up with bullshit :) haha woooo

i've met probably the most perfect boy out there
and he likes me :) haha
and i really couldn't be happier right now <3

as of today, i have a new roommate for next semester ( Read more... )

sleepless night...
one of what i'm sure will be many to come.

some stupid ass, lonely ass, miserable ass person
keeps telling adrian whata drunken mess of a slutty party girl i am?
wtf.
and what's worse is that he actually believes it.

i'm not answering my phone today.

we're going to get married...
just watch.
<3

i miss adrian ( Read more... )

my job is the most amazing thing ever ( Read more... )

i love it here ( Read more... )

this is what my summer should have been like all along.
i didn't realize how badly i really really had missed adrian until i made him hang out with me again.
i've never been as dramatic as i have been in the last week fighting for him
it's been worth it though, it definitely has been.

i've spent almost every day with him and we never run out of things ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of sitting here and waiting for something amazing to happen.
or at least something new.

i want my life to begin.
there isn't much left for me here.
i'm leaving behind:
-good friends i can count on one hand,
-a family who's gonna be visiting a bunch anyway (thankfully <3)
-a crap load of dumb emotional things
-and hopefully an immature version ( Read more... )