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What makes it a little bit more painful is that I gave it EVERYTHING. I did not hold back. I did not let anyone hold me back. Like always I did what I wanted to do. Convinced that this was it. No regrets. I learn from this the same way I learn to live on my own. It takes practice. But at 35 it gets a little too tiring. Universe I am all yours. I ( Read more... ) -
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There are good days and there are bad days. And today is a hard day...
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heart skips a beat..
my heart stops a split second when i hear the names of my friends and their respective partners: brad and angelina, ellen and portia, michael and catherine, ryan and judy ann, will and jada... i won't lie, i think it's jealousy poking my heart ( Read more... ) -
FUPI
i am no longer hurt, i am angry. is this part of the 5 stages of grief ( Read more... ) -
lack of color
i'm tired of being blue
i'm tired of being red
i'm tired of being green
i'm tired of getting lost in my head -
it is what it is..
i envy simpletons..i wish i could see the world the way they do...everything is it is what it is...complicated minds like mine is tiring ( Read more... ) -
its been over 12months
wow..it has been more than a year.more than a year when i posted what i wanted...
well it hasn't changed..what changed is that i know what i deserve.. -
what I want in 2010
i want to tame
i want to peel all the layers
i want to believe in inner beauty
i want to show how serious can be fun
i want to hear what makes sad and happy
i want to remember without really trying
i want to prove that nice is the bomb
i want to discover
i want to feel
i want to be happy.
yes, i want all this and some.. -
the beggining and the end
"whoever you end up with will be very lucky", she says.
i look at her. a blank stare.
i say, "well, why say no to being lucky then?" -
10 more days
i continue to stare blankly across the room. nothing swimming in my thoughts tonight. i can hear the buzzing of the dishwasher and the faint dialogue on tv ( Read more... )