was interestiong like whoa. haha. Seeing those who have been gone, running on the beach, almost getting arrested, being in a beautiful disaster.
everthing always has a funny way of working out. tears between the seams sewed after all those years. perfect. almost.

WCC school schedule:
mon:1-150pm comp&lit1 2-250pm beg algebra
tue:1-150pm comp&lil1 2-250om beg algebra
wed:2-250pm beg algebra 3pm gen psychology
thu:830am-12pm deg drawing 2-250pm beg algebra
fri:1-150pm comp&lit1 2-250pm beg algebra
yeah. its aight.
lyssas a happy woman

entry edited and censored comes down to this:
yeah, thats life.

yeah. lifes been somewhat boring. im so looking foward to starting college. i just want to get out, meet new people, get on with my fucking life. almost outta here. sometimes i wish i could fastforward to like 24yrs old. yet again, id miss out on so much of life. the pain, the happiness ect ( Read more... )

to my demon,
and in all seriousness,
thank you.
i needed that pain.

and if you ever think id take it again
youve got another thing coming.

now free, freer than ever before
nothing can stop me now

i can fly again

now the pieces all fit.
a question ive pondered my whole life has been solved.
i talked to my birthmother. im happy :)

years have gone by and i sat, waiting patiently.
now that moment has come, nervous, as expected.
and what do i get? jumbled answers.

on a good note, im going to ozzfest tomorrow.

im not perfect. never was, never will be.
ive fought the good fight, and now the war is over. time to live like the rest of the world.
i guess there's never been a better time for new beginnings.

im sick. my mom wont stop yelling at me. were having fights over nothing. tomorrows prom. its probably gonna suck too. theres no point in this.

bored.... cantsleephelp.