I'm on a roll of not great guys.. well no I take that back.. theyre good guys but I make the mistake of dating them and it all turns.. but if I had the option of a good guy date and a good friend turned ugly date I'd choose the good friend gone bad.. cause with them it's not just attraction it's the ability to feel comfortable... the strait good ( Read more... )

I am so tired of the male spectrum of the species.. Actually I've reconnected with a couple of old friends and it's been a why was I so stupid back then.. and then these local boys are screwing me over.. I have no taste face to face... I'm so tired of it.. I wish I could not have the fume of single but on the same token whats the point of going out ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how to move. I'm oh so cold already.. Tonight I will go home and go through some of my stuff.. and dream about moving even though i have no chance in hell.

seattle morning
I have only one real regret in my life.. one thing I'd go back and change. I say I have regrets all the time.. and I do.. I regret working with certain people.. i regret dating.. I regret not moving to oregon when it was time..  but I only have one real regret.. because all other things I wouldn't change.. if I got the opprotunity.. ( Read more... )

today I feel lonley ( Read more... )

i'm starting to think i'm dating to many people.. I should choose but I don't want to because I feel the spark with none of them but theres aspects to each of them i'm addicted to and keep me thirsty for more.. none outshine another.. they are all way to diffrent.. to the gothboy, the metal head, the redneck.. but live now and regret not in the

gar.. my trip is stressing me out.. I want to leave on the 29th.. or after 9 on the 28th... so I can get some extra cash for the trip.. my gatherings trip isn't looking so good.

anyone want to meet up with me at the gatherings in wyoming.. start a gothic hippie squad.. camp for a week.. I miss my dallas friends.. I want a road trip of memory lane.. it's about july 4th..