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I am sitting in front of my computer forcing myself to write this entry. my heart is soo full of sadness right now, i don't know if it will ever heal. i feel so disconected from everyone back home. when i return half of them will be gone, for who knows how long. reading all my friends entries makes me even more homesick. chloe talking about saying ( Read more... )

that is exactly how i feel right now. no one calls me out here, except for kate and rachel. they have been the only ones!! now i find out that laura and kate c. got to take kate out to dinner for her b-day. she wouldn't let me to anything for her before i left! that makes me slightly angry, but whatever. i guess i just have a lot of anger and ( Read more... )

yea, nothing has changed out here...nothing at all. still same old boring shit. still can't drive anywhere, still am not allowed to visit other relatives. much lameness. i have no life to be angry or have any other emotions anymore. it all has been sucked out of me by the evil demon that is brainerd, minnesota. i did talk to my mother again last ( Read more... )

i cannot stand it here anymore! i have nothing to do. i wait around the house all day for my dad to come home, when all he does it work on cars and watch tv!! this is the worst summer of my life. i have no good food to eat, everyone is soo judgemental of my appearances and how i think. this is like the nightmare vacation. hell it isn't even a ( Read more... )

*sigh* minnesota. what can i say. i remember the days when i couldn't wait to come out here. now it seems that i cannot wait to leave. sometimes a place and the people there will do that to you. the only reason that i am out here is for my dad. i feel bad that this is our last summer together before i graduate. i guess i feel obligated to spend ( Read more... )

that's all i have to say about that. it was the best time i have had in a long time. i was sober for mabye one day total when i was there. i left with a hickey on my neck...hmmm, interesting how that happened. now i get to pack and leave for yucky minnesota! my plane leaves tomorrow in the afternoon. it will be soo hard adjusting to life out there ( Read more... )

i am really stressed right now. i still have to pack for minnesota and it needs to be done before tomorrow cause i am leaving right after the fair. i had a dentist appt. today and they said that i have 5 cavaties and it will cost a butt load to get fillings for them!! i still need to figure out where i am camping at the fair cause dana's has really ( Read more... )

*cough* correction....fogs should be dogs...hehe, opps.

i am soo bored out of my mind right now. i just got off work where it was really slow and boring to come home where it is really slow and boring also!! i was woken up today by my stupid fogs barking at all the people running past our house for the butte to butte run!! it made me angry, which caused me to have really agro dreams when i tried to go ( Read more... )