It has been almost a year since I posted last and let me just say what a crazy year it has been. I am glad that it is over and a new one has begun. I have been through a lot relationship wise. Almost all of which I created. I spent most of last year being crazy, but now I refuse to continue that cycle. I made a promise to myself that I would ( Read more... )

tonight was uncomfortable but it was no ones fault but my own. i have had the feeling for about a week and a half now that no one wants to be around me. that is probably because i have been no fun to be around. i am looking for some big change in my life to accure but i seem to want it to just happen on its on and i know better than that. if ( Read more... )

they walked in and turned my life upsidedown and then tured around and walked out.

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and by the way i got my hair cut short on wednesday (danna rocks) and i love it.....if i new how to put a pick on here i would show everyone i might have to get with emmer so i can post one

I am not sure if this is the best place to start this questioning but I am just wondering.....does anyone ever see things that arent there on a regular basis and wonder if it happens because you did too much acid in your younger years? I am not crazy or anything just thought that I would check and see if other people saw strange things or not. ( Read more... )

When you were here before ( Read more... )

Our morals are crumbling as each minute passes us by, we walk past the woman wearing shades to cover her eyes, thoughts of sadness rush through us, "how horrible it must be to have to live what she chooses to ender everyday", but she doesn’t know better, she doesn’t know that she, if she tried, could one day be human again, And we just pass her by ( Read more... )

I am glad to be home. I had a good time out at the bar tonight and I was with friends that I enjoy being around. Something was still wrong tho. I'm not sure what I guess I was just in a mood I am learning how to cover that up and just hang out and be normal so that is good. I am excited about going rock climbing in the morning I hope I can get ( Read more... )

I am off work today so I should be happy right? Well I am not so much happy. I am tired and whiney and I know I am not much fun to be around so I feel bad for Kathryn because she has to deal with me. I would like for my life to change but for some reason I have this fairy tail idea that it is just going to magically happen. I know at heart that ( Read more... )