Why did you let me run
When you knew I'd fall for the gaping hole
Where your heart should be
Liar - couldn't cut me deeper with a knife if you tried
Just take a look before you run off and hide
At your victim
Arise

--DD '83

I'm excited, I'm looking forward to going back to college this semester. I need something other than the drudgery of work in my life. Of course, this is not meant to be a knock against my partner, who fills my life with a different type of meaning every day =) (Many thanks to you my dear ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, late I may add, from a dream that really disturbed me. The bits of it I remember are: My Jeep had been stolen (maybe a subconscious reason why I don't like leaving it parked just anywhere, I dunno) I couldn't remember my license plate number so I felt that I couldn't call the police. Everything I owned was in it too, which ( Read more... )

I am buried in work and can see no end in sight. The more I work, the more piles up. I feel the pace getting faster and faster backwards. I think a nice bottle of wine is in order when I get out of here today.

I just wanted to say that I'm glad that I'm able to communicate with my partner. I feel better now. Communication is important but it takes a lot of work. I strive to improve upon this each day.
Thank you for listening.

An immense feeling of jealousy is overtaking me. =(

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. However, the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
If you think about it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?