I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

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To the humble readers from Crystal River High School ( Read more... )

So here I am late on a Wednesday night. I'm REALLY gonna try and update this thing at least every three or four days. Therefore, we'll begin with Sunday (four days ago math majors). Sunday was my very last show for Cyrano.Very sad, but it was a good show. The president of the board for Playhouse 19, along with several others of the run of the show ( Read more... )

You see a lot of those journal entries where all they do is make a big list of all these things they love or whatever, and I think that's really cool, but tonight, I'm not feeling that. Tonight, I'm taking that idea and adapting it to fit my mood, and frankly, being someone who's normally pretty upbeat, I feel like letting loose some built up hurt ( Read more... )

1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Gebhardt ( Read more... )

From the highest of highs to the lowest of lows. So someone very dear to me whom I havent spent any time with in over two weeks seemingly has no interest in seeing me even when it's possible, and whilst I'll admit that the main reason we dont see each other is because I'm so busy, I feel like I'm the only one who's even trying. I will go on record ( Read more... )

Hey y'all, quick update today. I just started working at Cody's in Crystal River, I'm really enjoying it. I'm a fry cook, which by the way, I can now truly say that Spongebob Squarepants is not a fry cook. He's usually shown making Krabby Patties, so he's a broil guy. I'm sorry for the hearts I've broken here, but it had to be said. Let's see... ( Read more... )

Alright, so, now that school's started and everything, I actually have a life now that everyone in the world doesn't know about, so I thought I'd return to actually updating this fairly regularly. As a basic overview of my life currently, I've started school at CFCC. I'm currently taking Prep Algebra on Monday and Wednesday, Play Production and ( Read more... )

So, I'm feeling pretty good about myself right now, so I'm gonna open myself up. Reply to this message with no more than five questions, and I will answer them as honestly as possible.