i've been single for 8 months. some of my best friends have never even seen me with a bf. that's a long time.

in the past two weeks i've probably cried more than my entire teenage years put together. it's just been a shitty 14 days.

i'm noticing an increasingly tragic trend, disloyalty among friends. it seems like everyone is out to have broad appeal and be well liked. with me it's my close friends and i will defend them to the death. i guess no one sees it quite like i do, though. granted, i change friends from time to time but i still consider my older friends close. ( Read more... )

i've been talking to people lately about flag burning. a lot of people seem to disagree with me about it being freedom of expression and perfectly legit. other people say it's degrading to our soldier's. but what respect do we really owe our soldiers? these are people who blindly follow orders. who kill when told to without question. many... ( Read more... )

my new aol sn is left wing it.

i feel like i'm me again. i handled this situation perfectly. i took a few days off, got my shit together, and i'm back on top. i'm not the type to be held down. i went to the game tonight and it was nice to see everyone again. i only took three days off, but factor in the weekend and the fact that i only hung out with meg and seth i was ( Read more... )

god i feel like the biggest douchebag loser right now. i'm at a loss for words. i lost myself for a few days there. for the first time in my life i can honestly say i am without a doubt heartbroken. i think i'm a strong person. infact i know i am. but this is not something i know how to deal with. i've seen other people do it but it's ( Read more... )

I'm weak, it's true ( Read more... )

i've been down, real low down ( Read more... )

so this is what it feels like? it's good it's bad it's fucking ugly and i'm confused but here i am.