As usual things turn horrible in my life. A girl I was best friends with is getting married in November. We had always said that she was going to be my maid of honor and I was going to be hers. But I guess things change. She is doing all this wedding stuff with some one else. We went through so much shit together. But now she doesn't want to ( Read more... )

1 more week!!!!!!! This is the only thing I am looking foward to.

It seems a few people are just dissappointed whenever I am around.

I am disgusted with myself.

I feel like shit. Why? I don't even know if I can explain it. I realized I may have no life at all because right now I will be working 7 days a week at one job and 3 nights at the other. I also have school full time. A family that is dissconnected and a boyfriend who after a year decides he wants "a normal relationship". I myself feel dissconnected ( Read more... )

I am back in one of those moods where nothing seems to matter. I just try to sit back and let things pass by. I don't feel like myself and could care less what happens to me. These feelings just come and go. I wish I could just sleep all this away but work and other priorities keep from doing that.

Another year older.

( When the shades are drawn )

The rules for Thanksgiving. As told by bennybenz ( Read more... )

I can't wait till this holiday is over. I think I am just going to sleepp tommorrow away. I don't feel like seeing anybody. There is no chance I could make it through the day. I just want it all to end as quickly as possible. It's better if I were to not see anyone because then I won't have to worry about getting anyone pissed at me. It seems that ( Read more... )

I want Amy Lee's stylist!

P.S I still feel like trash.