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I got ARRESTED
Okay, so for all you people out there...here is a funny story. So my husband and I had an arguement. Yea we were yelling but we had calmed the situation down. Well apparently when my husband left the house to cool off, the neighbors thought he had killed me or something because they couldn't hear me anymore. Well that was because I had stopped ( Read more... ) -
Morphine...
So on Sunday, I was feeling a bit sick in the morning. It wore off and I went to Rikk's for a photo shoot. I felt great while I was at Rikk's. About 2 hours after I got done at Rikk's, my stomach started hurting horrible again. About 10:15 pm, I couldn't stand it anymore. Michael drove me to the hospital. Thank God I knew Rachel, who is a nurse ( Read more... ) -
Lifeguarding...
So I used to have my lifeguarding certification...back in '02 and I was thinking about taking the classes again to get recertified. So after having a long talk with my mother I am taking the classes this week and next week. Then I will be a certified lifeguard...and I will have a job. Classes start today so I am hoping that I don't feel sick at all ( Read more... ) -
hospitalized...
Lately I haven't been having my period. The doctors' have been trying to jumpstart my periods. They gave me some medicine which ended up getting me sick. Last night I was in so much pain that Michael took me to the hospital. One of the nurses there happens to be a friend, so I got in really quickly. Next thing I know the nurse was putting a needle ( Read more... ) -
spiralling
you ever feel like your world is spiralling downwards? that you can't get out and you can't try to swim at all? that you are stuck? paralyzed? one thing after another keeps crashing down. one after another things go wrong.and you sit and think eventually there has to be a bottom to this well of darkness and despair. and just hopefully on your way ( Read more... ) -
boring past few days...
So these last few days have been very uneventful. Except that some stupid mother fucker decided to drag my name into some bullshit. Yea. I was sooooo pissed when I heard from Michael that someone (who we dont know yet) drug my name into some really bad stuff with Michael. So yea. We dont know who did it and I dont even know all the details, but ( Read more... ) -
stupid...
I'm so so very stupid. I like bombed my test in mils. I mean I passed but it was so horrible that I might as well have bombed it. Just another thing to add onto my list of things that have gone wrong within the last 24 hours. I seriously am getting more and more depressed! And frickin, Mike called this morning and I swear! I dont think he ( Read more... ) -
simple things...
Sometimes it is the simple things in life that make me happy. This weekend I am going to be doing DNC for the ROTC at the UofL homecoming game. DNC=Drills and Ceremonies. I walk out onto the field with a sharp saber and then present the sabers (create the arch with the sabers). Yea! I am excited. It is the homecoming game and I am gonna be in it. I ( Read more... ) -
The good, the bad, and the boring.
Why am I the one who feels bad for things I have no control over? I want to be able to take care of the problem. But I can't control it. There is nothing for me to do. NOT a damn thing that I can do to change the situation. It sucks to feel like I am to blame. I'm just over sensitive right now I guess, with Michael being gone.
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bored and tired...
I am working on my paper for my First Aid and Safety class. Class was cancelled last week so instead we have to write a three page paper. I chose to do mine on cervical cancer. I am tired and bored. I only have like half a page done. This is gonna be hard. And I really really hate writing papers like this. I just needed a bitch break...you know.