i don't think i've ever felt so low in my life.

not low as in i've done something horrible

...low as in empty and emotionless.

i'm trying to make a conscious effort to post in here more, since i have lost contact with a lot of important people in my life since i've been here in texas. it seems like every time i post, though, it only consists of negative happenings...which has been making me wonder...am i a negative person? or do the negatives tend to just stand out better ( Read more... )

going to see nine inch nails tomorrow. i don't think the maximum capacity for excitement will be reached until i realize what's going on, which will most likely happen when i see trent onstage. but i do know this much...it's going to be amazing ( Read more... )

i want my life back. if it were possible, or in the instant that it does become possible...i'm taking the chance ( Read more... )

it just isn't safe anymore. i'll be the first to say it. not only is it not safe to live in the ghetto, oh no...not only is it safe to live in major cities where you could get robbed, car jacked, etc...nope, not even certain states or countries ( Read more... )

so here's the verdict ( Read more... )

he hit me...and it didn't feel like a kiss.

i very well might be coming home.

evacuations start tomorrow...hurricane rita will be here by friday...we're leaving tonight...if god exists, please be with us...

love...
neil.

definite memory potential ( Read more... )

not much news, except that we're going to see M.I.A. tomorrow night!! i'm SO excited to see her again, and i'm gonna give her the (awesome) pictures i took from the last show. YAY! that's all...oh, and the deluxe edition of Sonic Youth's 'Goo' is totally worth the $25-$30...i looooove it. that's all ( Read more... )