home, sick. can't sleep ( Read more... )

Dear ex love ( Read more... )

oh i saw stars falling all around your head ( Read more... )

can't convince someone of love, can't convince someone of care. can't do anything right at all can't even speak. Your stupid, not doing enough, just not the right kind of effort, just not right. I'm just not right. can't liberate myself because i am bad, wrong, dumb, lazy, i don't listen. I don't work. Broken, Bad. working, vindictively. "One day a ( Read more... )

We take our blood and rights from birth and auction them off one by one ( Read more... )

I feel more and more like a child. Full of curiosity and lost in an adult world I can't quite grasp. Looking to my mother, father, boyfriend, one and the same figure in this semblence of a world. And i ask, "why? is there outer forces pressing people toward and further into depression? or is it solely from our own choices?" I saw my friend pass out ( Read more... )

Your sleeping, and i can't look away. The tones of his skin, light pastels. Luminescent pinks and yellows and oranges curving into deep features, lined with blue shadows. Your soft red lips sit solemnly while mine begin to tremble ( Read more... )

tripping and trembling in a turmoil state ( Read more... )

content, ... I sit in my living room, watching two movies at once, yes, on two tv's,... we picked treasure planet and the iron giant. my beautiful man is sprawling next to me with his legs over my lap, he is happily sleeping. I worry alot, its part of me, but i can't worry right now. I wake up from a horrible dream thismorning. I was in tears, he ( Read more... )

How do i feel i am losing? Parted in the newest sense of failure, I split down the chest. Overflowing with feelings that have scratched inside me untill i am this, untill i am me. In my head at my face with broken fingernails i find myself tortured. I want to be silent, i want to stay quiet and enjoy my pains, my comfort. I want to fall away, but ( Read more... )