68 days

To lose 25lbs. This is my goal.

Right now I am scaring myself because I am considering drinking/smoking very strongly to help me deal with my loneliness and depression. so, yeah, there's that ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of orientation at Heinz College ( Read more... )

I am writing in this livejournal to accomplish two things: documentation and "talk-through." That way when I look back I can clearly identify when and in what order events in my life happened, including how I felt about them, but I can also use journaling as a tool to make sense of the present. Sometimes that second one messes up the first one ( Read more... )

The past month has been amazing! Yes, I have a shitty job, and I want to change my life around with grad school and a career, but that is probably the only thing I don't love about life right now ( Read more... )

2010 ( Read more... )

To begin, I have once again (like I did in undergrad) boxed myself into a high stakes game of waiting. I'm only applying to one graduate program this year. Currently studying as hard as my motivation can push for the GRE, which I take in LESS THAN A WEEK. This score will probably determine if I get into the program, and hence, it will change the ( Read more... )

Hello ___________ ( Read more... )

The times of LJ were ages ago. I get nostalgic looking at my journal layout. Many relationships and decisions in my life were shaped by this journal, and, in a way, I look back on this as a kind of sacred relic. kinda ( Read more... )

I feel old and worthless lately. I know that I am not aware of my life that's passing me by, and I want to live in the moment, but I am pre-occupied with an unfortunate outbreak of jealousy. I don't think I've ever felt this jealous, and it is consuming me ( Read more... )