this week, I've been fighting the morning, fighting a cold/flu, fighting myself, and the urge to turn into a self-absorbed, superficial ditz ( Read more... )

Last monday I had a sotra breakdown, or the closest thing to it since I graduated I think. I was just so confused as to what I even want to do with my life. Seeing all my art friends and being in Meadows again brought out the artist in me, and made me think that I should be sitting up in my graduate studio contemplating how to make things. Then ( Read more... )

FINALLY the fall/winter is here. Which, in florida means it's actually hitting 60 degrees ( Read more... )

Usually when I think about how all these coincidences in my life, when I feel that something beyond me is trying to talk to me, I think it's god. I guess I just realized that tonight when I was watching TLC thinking about my life, and how I live it. I ususally don't say it's fate, or it's just circumstance. I don't think "the universe" causes ( Read more... )

I would love to go to italy and study pleasure for 4 months.

I'm lacking pleasure in my life, it's becoming too ridgid and disciplined.

my room is still in process, and so is everything else ( Read more... )

I cannot believe how horrible my room looks at the moment. I cannot even function in this room, none the less relax ( Read more... )

quite literally, I've been doing nothing but working ( Read more... )

here I am, in orlando, and it's been a crazy first week and a half at my internship at OMA. I'm loving every minute of it here. This is the place where people appreciate things that I do, and people are trying to do what I think is some of the most IMPORTANT work in america today . . . education our children, and more importantly, educating them ( Read more... )

I need to admit to myself that the summer is over, and I need to get my act together ( Read more... )