I usually don't say much about dreams I've had, but this one really made me all sorts of torn. I've never given much thought to becoming a mother or kids in that matter, but last night for some reason it hit me like a ton of bricks ( Read more... )

How'd you get soo clean, you look soo fresh. Wished I can be as clean as you, as breezy as free. You must get sick of all the stares of everyone's envious glares. It's not out of evilness, it's out of pure jelousy to not even be able to know what you feel. I don't want to be you, just appreciate your existence.

M

I am sad.

In other news I shall be going to a Pete and Pete party today, should be good.

Brought my old keyboard from home to Brooklyn..toot toot. yeah. Fun!

I heard an amazing thing today, and wanted to shrink it and put it in my pocket ( Read more... )

Latest news: I've been trying to collect vintage postcards of 19th century women on bikes ( Read more... )

So CC Lame left this Sunday, though sad.. It was an awesome goodbye. We all helped her pack her things in Garth's van and we sat on our front steps and drank wine coolers. Then I went bike riding with Rita, Dan and Andrea. Fun times.... But I miss Cecily. I know she's only a hop/skip away but it doesn't compare to waking up in the morning and ( Read more... )

I thought something funny to myself while walking home one night, and it made me feel like the happiest person alive. When I got into my apt, still on cloud nine, I thought of the perfect activities to do (like putting the cherry on top of the cake) activities... Then after doing those things I smoked a cigarette and drank some water, took a shower ( Read more... )

Then the moment breaks, and your left looking at yourself. Asking yourself what it is you want and who you are today, and why is there always the need for more. Desirable wants. Things you can't find in the green of a bill, between his/her legs or on your knees. We're all about 10 feet tall and stretching with heads as big as the ocean. Need.. If ( Read more... )

I am really excited about what I'm doing right now. I finally started my Ballet and Modern Dance class. Which is awesome, cause it's made me want to cut down on smoking and drinking ( you would too if your chest cavity felt like it was on fire). Then before I go to bed I do some yoga and it's helped me relax and sleep better. I still have insomnia ( Read more... )

A million thoughts in my head right now, never thought this move would have provoked soo much emotion out of me. Waiting by the door for the post person, hoping there's a letter for me or maybe even a package ( Read more... )