i think the vitamins ive been taking are making my pee really really yellow.

puffy cheeks. i miss my friends. i want a cigarette. i want to get out of the house. i want someone to love me unconditionally(who isnt my mom). i want to be less confused. i want colin to come here. i miss a lot of old flames. i feel like i mess things up too often. and my mouth is too big. and i talk too much. im sorry. i want my face ( Read more... )

I played connect the dots with your beauty marks
And I ended up with picture perfect sheet music
I read your musical notes with a composer's eyes
And heard out song for the first timeMy spine is still tingling, mental images of your fine tune ( Read more... )

probably an alcoholic. i hate most people these days. i just want to sleep and work and i actually kind of miss school. it filled my day. i want to move out. but i dont want to live here and i dont want to leave. i feel lonely. and i want a tall can.

things are weird lately. me and annessa have been rollin deep lately. its almost christmas i havent gotten anything for anyone yet. but im already broke. lame. i love eating and smoking. i do not love being flaked on. i do not like being hungover at work. but thats my own fault. i do like gift certificates for thai house and bling watches ( Read more... )

wake up late ( Read more... )

and stressed out
and poor
and not good enough
and like i dont have friends
and like i miss friends
and like im too lazy
and too lonely
and like i cant be creative
and like i cant take care of anything
and like i miss god
blehhhh

can someone let me know why im such a drunk ass? thanks. sorry to those of you who i offended or dont remember.

i miss him less and less everyday. sometimes things make me sad, but its nice to have a lovely distraction. this has been good for me.

im too curious for my own good. i ruin me.