I haven't written in here in a long time, but today I felt the need to put this morning into words so I could always remember it ( Read more... )

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The day wasn't anything beautiful. In fact, the skies were as gray as rain and I had just spent the morning crying over the past, again. Of course I would be crying over the past. It had always held me back, made me re-think my life, evaluate too much ( Read more... )

why am i so abnormal ( Read more... )

well, i should be writing a paper about my physical well-being for nursing, but instead i am writing on here. this week has been a bit stressful and it's only tuesday ( Read more... )

finally i feel like letting some shit out ( Read more... )

i love wisconsin ( Read more... )

So, I have no idea where i am going to live next year. honestly no one has really volunteered to have me live with them. well this isn't true. but i mean it comes down to this whole friend thing yet again. i haven't met a ton of people in the dorm yet (will it ever happen?? god damn) and since leases need to be signed in about one to two months i ( Read more... )

And I sat through class. And I wished for better. I always wished for better. I always wanted more. Enough still wasn't enough and you didn't kiss me the right way, and you didn't hold me the right way, and you, well you couldn't do anything the right way. And writing down those notes, I became angrier and angrier. Who did all those boys think they ( Read more... )

well, that's over and done with. for a week or so i was pretending it wasn't, but now i'm not and i'm happier this way surprisingly. i just feel like things have been lifted off my shoulders now that i don't have to worry so much about what is going on or where i fit into the scheme of things ( Read more... )