guess some people don't know what they got til it's gone. i mean honestly this is a little bit unfair ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty mediocre ( Read more... )

please read my entry from july 20, the 4th paragraph if you would like to see how correct i am, yet again ( Read more... )

how fucked up am i?
pretty fucked up. and i don't even mean because of drugs or alcohol. i am just messed up...

I'm looking back in the past and I am thinking about the love that everyone has experienced ( Read more... )

well, after this past week i have realized what a selfish bitch i was and i vow to change my ways. honestly, i didn't have any right to act the way i did ( Read more... )

i am soo tired. this weekend was really long. i think i need to cool down. my partying ways are a little bit out of control. its not like i go out every night or anything, but when i do go out i get wasted and do stupid shit and wake up thinking to myself how fucked up i was and how i need to stop. i am tired of being drunk all the time. i think it ( Read more... )

i hate it when old habits creep in. and i hate it even more when old habits seem like they are the right thing. and i hate old habits that torture my mind every day. and i hate it when i give in to them ( Read more... )

well, it's been a little bit since i updated, but for the most part everything is going well. classes are fairly smooth...nothing too difficult yet.  a lot of reading of course, but that is expected. i had to play major catch up in nutrition cause i just got the book a week ago and we had to have 5 chapters read, so i had quite a bit to read for ( Read more... )

grew up way too fast and now there's nothing to believe ( Read more... )