okay so john hatfield is confessing his love to me as we speak. this is weird. i liked him for a long long time and now i am so over it. but i am not sure how to respond to his statements ( Read more... )

so i've said goodbye to anne and chelsea. although neither of them were my real good friends, it was still sad. i can't imagine how difficult it will be when i say goodbye to some of the closer people. i will probably cry so much. lately i have been so emotional. i am not sure why. its not mad emotional, its just like eveyrthing makes me cry. happy ( Read more... )

so everything is going pretty great these days...for the most part. i know i am usually pissed off or depressed or upset when i write in here, and this one won't be much different. but i just want to put it out there that life has been swell ( Read more... )

whats the deal man? i just wanna be happy. i want to be free and happy and alive. i dont want this feeling of being so alone and in too deep. i know i am neither because i have friends and i ahve no serious problems, but sometimes i feel like my world is spinning too fast.

i just want to be excited abotu something again...

And why can't you just ( Read more... )

ever feel like everything is different, but nothing has changed ( Read more... )

besides me possibly being quite sick, the most annoying thing in my life is ( Read more... )

i think i decided what is wrong with me. it seems like i just have a lot of inner conflict going on and it makes me struggle with a lot of different things in my life. i mean i struggle with eating and such, but thats not really new ( Read more... )

suddenly everything seems so much different. since i have gotten back from senior trip, what is that two weeks, everything has changed ( Read more... )

if you want the truth, i didn't really have the fabulous time that everyone else did on senior trip. while it was of course great to be able to hang out with everyone all at once all the time, i found that most of the people i thought cared about me don't seem to much. it's weird how big get togethers always manage to show you something and i think ( Read more... )

okay so i am in love with summer mostly because you can do what you want and not even care if you have to wake up early for work. i mean after work, you can just nap and catch right back up. and when i feel like cleaning my car at 2:00 pm its all good cause i have nothing better to be doing. i love that ( Read more... )