Seven hours of silent reflection time a night leaves me with a lot on my mind, I've been working though a lot of my family stuff and am pouring into other uncomfortable areas. Unfortunately with all of this quiet introspection that I have been doing I stopped fending off my winter sads, which I was doing a pretty good job at avoiding this year. ( Read more... )

Things are starting to level out. I'm staying in a good warm place, my job is still up and down but I've learned not to get stressed out over one bad day (just the week long strings) I finished my halloween costume from scratch, I'm getting along with my family, I'm making lots of new foods from scratch, my music is back because I re-located my ( Read more... )

Adam!!!!
Yes Adam this is for you you should call me before this weekend I miss you.

ok So I was reunited with adam and we had new special powers and we were on a ship taking care of our little sister (yet we weren't siblings) and she found a secret passageway that led to a galley filled with... you guessed it clothes form every era and fashion set. Yes a costumers heaven. So adam brought a friend with him and his friend also had ( Read more... )

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I won the drug test at work for my impression of a troubled teen on wellbutrin (an anti depression med that also decreases cravings fro drugs) my exact words ( Read more... )

Crying makes you feel like crap for hours unless you play the punky music and jam... then all is better. Maybe work won't suck as bad as my night off.

Oh how I love it when my brain twists things and fucks me over. This so fucking sucks but I will turn it into a positive thing.

I HATED MY JOB LAST NIGHT ( Read more... )

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