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the loudest sound of all is the sound of love unspoken

pretty people get with other pretty people ugly people get with ugly people deal with it we cant change the truth

the reason i got it was because i wanted everything to stay that way FOREVER

being with him has changed me i want to be a different person......
for once i want to be faithful to someone
i want to stop doing things that ive always done
i want to be the person he wants 
the person im meant to be

she said it perfectly 
"im homesick for a place ive never been "
is that what it is 
is that how to describe how i feel about not being with him
i think it is 
i want to be there so badly 
to be with him in that place he loves
i want to be there more then anything
but most of all im home sick to be in his heart 
thats where i want to be

good im killing myself waiting to hear from you please write call message anything just so i know ur ok

one more time just let me kiss you

i miss u so much....

i keep hopeing ull come back i keep watching the cars go by hoping that one of them will be u......

i keep hoping that when i wake up ull be laying beside me smiling....

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and this is the finished product

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its just not a tattoo unless it done late at night 2 hours drive from home by a strange biker dude


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so i went and saw Gelmetti conducts Puccini at the sydney opera house last night with jonathan i had the most amazing night he was such a gentleman and he looked so god damn good it was wonderful it makes me even more upset that he doesnt want me hes everything i want grrrrr


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