so im definately moving up north after my birthday. so if you wanna hang out with me, you've got until june 13th. im so fed up with everything down here. i try helping a friend out, but she takes it the wrong way, and once again, its my fault. whatever, i give up ( Read more... )

Well. basically let me just put it like this.

My life sucks no joke, not asking for pity, telling you how it is. i have been broken to my bottom core, for a reason, so that my therapist can modify my behavior. and let me tell you, i have never realized how many feelings and flaws one person can bring out, to "help" you. let me tell you, this is ( Read more... )

whats up. im back from texas, blah. it was 85 and sunny there, and to come back to michigan? ugh. lol i was on the ocean and i got a suntan. i miss it. lol but im so excited to sleep in my own bed again. im pretty pissed off at my job. im off of work for a WEEK.. and the week i come back.. they give me one day. wtf man. i cant pay my bills... AGAIN ( Read more... )

heres a few things going on in my life ( Read more... )

so yeah. life has been pretty uneventful. just doing my everyday shit.. which consists of nothing, and work thrown in there some nights. lol i absolutely cannot wait to go to texas.. im so excited. and im definately getting a massage down there. oooh boy. better recognizeeee!

im officially sick of live journal

i need a new job. if its in a restaurant i wanna be a server. but anything out of a restaurant i will TAKE. lol so i went to my NA meeting today, it was okay. now im home, eating chex mix :)

wow.. what a short ass update im getting so bored with this thing

but at the same time its getting worse.

i met a new guy. he makes me feel amazing like ive never felt before. he is just perfect. but theres one problem. hes got a girlfriend! but he said a bunch of stuff and they are breaking up so maybe my chances are looking up ( Read more... )

i need someone to look me in the face.. and swear. just swear and say bad things to me ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck

i am so screwed.

im so stupid!!! detective spencer called today. he wants to speak with me on tuesday at around 2. great.

fucking awesome.

kyle keeps calling. i dont want to answer. i dont want to talk to him. i just want to be alone ( Read more... )