hello all. 6 more days until i have 30 days!!! im so excited. lol ( Read more... )

so sarah is sleeping, and im bored. lol ( Read more... )

so this is my take on my dear kyle ( Read more... )

LOVE ( Read more... )

hello all. today was a great day. had a nice 3 hour work shift.. ugh. lol but then i hung out with kyle. i went over to his house, hung out there for like 4 hours and we just talked the whole time. hes such a great guy. im going to na wednesday with him. it shall be fun. :)

i have the worst ibs attack right now. i want to stab my stomach.

so KYLE called me. thats his name. not todd. i thought the hot NA boy was todd.. but its kyle. lol i was at work so i called him back, and HE was at work. maaan. lol he sounds so hot when he leaves voice mails ( Read more... )

today was such a good day. its my 13th day clean.. life is good. i went to a meeting this morning after stayin the night at homeboys house and i met an incredibly awesome guy. i never knew what chemisty meant until today.. he was sitting at the far end of the table and we just kept catching eachother and talking and stuff. he asked for my number ( Read more... )

sooo today was pretty gay. i got my nails and toes done, went to group, then individual, and now im home.. online. im trying to convince olivia to come over but shes being a nipple!

ugh........

hey. tonight brought back too many memories for me. and its like everytime hes in town i just wanna cry and feel sorry for myself.. becuz hes a dick. WTF. and looking at his myspace, i wanna beat that little bitch up. UGGTHFGD:LKSw ( Read more... )

i think im going to join the army. i really thought about it last night, i was up until 4am thinking.. and i need to go somewhere, i need some sort of direction. and the fact that when i tell people they dont believe i can do it, makes me want to even more. and damnit, i need away from this place.

yes