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I know you care. Sometimes it hurts and I think you don't. -
a little more irrarional a lot more dumb
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I know you, I've walked with you once upon a dream.
So that's it.
Yesterday I was diagnosed with Severe Depression and Social Anxiety disorder.
I am remarkably upbeat about this.
I finally know.
I can't fix it all at once, but I know now whats wrong.
The hints of bipolar are only prevelant in the fact my basline mood is depressed.
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Damn emotions.
Why do I feel.
WHY DO I HURT MYSELF LIKE THIS>
no one is out to hurt me
so why do I hurt myself?
No one will see these tears and only i can drag myself outta this mood.
yes i'm anxious, but i've been that way for as long as i can remember.
no one knows about the attempts, no one that i'll ever see again so let it go, it's just another secret in your ( Read more... ) -
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hhmm going back to school in May.
Need to get a car soonish.
Need a job sooner.
It's going to get better.
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Dad.
My counseler told me to write a letter to my father.
I don't have to give it to him, but I wanted to post it anyway.
( Dear father )