I just Don't know

Feb 28, 2011 14:47

I can't do it I'm done with covering up the person I really am just to try and keep people happy. Found out last night when I drink that gets bad because then I explode. Also next time I make plans I'm sticking to the fucking plan I don't give a shit whose birthday it is.. We had drunk sledding planed out for almost a whole fuckin month even built ( Read more... )

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kissarai March 3 2011, 07:07:08 UTC
I didn't know that CPS was so bad up there. I'm a little confused as to what actually happened, though. Mind clarifying? Was the party at your house and YOU got kicked out? Also, drunk sledding sounds like SO much fun! Okay, sledding sounds like a ton of fun... I don't drink but STILL!

By the way... as much as we don't communicate, I still read all your posts and FB status' because I kinda miss you a little, but I never felt like we were close enough in the first place for me to act like we're totally buds.

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z6_9 March 4 2011, 01:44:37 UTC
No it was supposed to be held at my house and at the last minute I got "My mom got me a hotle could you stay here I need to go get something?" I said ok but I wanted to go home.. No one listened to me so I was stuck in an unknown place and an hour later surrounded by people I didn't know including the underaged ( ... )

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kissarai March 4 2011, 09:02:53 UTC
Jeeez that sucks. Don't they have taxi's up in AK? You know if I was there I'd have taken you home. I'm always sober.

Not that that helps you any. I'm glad that you didn't get caught anyway. Also, what does this have to do with having parties at your house? Why are you tossing all of your liquor if you have more control in your own home?

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z6_9 March 6 2011, 01:49:09 UTC
There are Taxes but they're very expensive. And if we wouldn't have stopped and talked about it after the underage people left and I would have just went home she probably would have come home to her shit in the driveway.And I'm glad that you would have been willing to take me home.
Dustin and I decided to stop drinking.. I don't want shawnee to grow up the way I did and Dustin doesn't want to turn into his dad. We already didn't really drink in the first place so we figured why not just get rid of it all together.. And I don't really like myself when I drink.

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