i love my maya soo much. she means everything to me. i want to marry her. i want to have kids with her. i want to fall asleep in her arms each night, and wake up next to her for the rest of my life. you all know you wish you had such an awesoime girlfriend. ok fine matt, you love rennee but i dont "love" her. just dont hit me!!! lmao. bye bye. i ( Read more... )

THOSE BASTARDS AT THE BOARD OF EDUCATION ARE SENDING METO BEUCHEL, THE SCHOOL FOR KIDS WHO ARE "dANGEROUS". I GUESS I'LL FIT IN. NOT REALLY. THE FUCKING PLACE HAS UNIFORMS. I WONT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT. BUT IF I CAN PROOVE MYSELF AFTER 12 WEEKS THEY WILL LET ME GO BACK TO ATHERTON. BUT ATHERTON HASNT SEEN THE LAST OF ME FOR NOW, THEY HAVENT BEEN ABLE ( Read more... )

hey alll. yeah!!! that party was one of the coolest nights ever. i will make a short list ( Read more... )

hey all. i really dont know what to think anymore. i called maya today and then she picked up the phone and hung it up. and i havent been at peace since. maybe wen i got to the party, i can fing someone with beer to calm me down. my life is not supposed to be like this. this isn't the way i wanted to remember my entire teenage years. i didnt want ( Read more... )

maya probably hates me. she is acting like she's pissed at me.

maya, ur gonna hate me. i got expelled, because i had a switchblade at school. i ran away from home, because i knew that my dad was going to kick my ass, and i wouldnt be able to talk to you. i dont know where i'm goingto go, but i'm at gregs house. im still going to rocky horror ( Read more... )

hey all. my dad is letting me on the computer finally. i really am bored, and i got back from the christian camp i go to. yeah.........some parts were fun and the rest is boring. they said i can do a really good prayer though....... o.0 welll yeah, i need to call maya tonight. i really do. because i havent talked to her all weekend. i love you ( Read more... )

hi. bye.

hey all. im back at matts house. i really am bored!!!!!! yay, mood swing over. and matt hates me!!! boo hooo, and fucking booooo a fucking hoooo!!!!!! well yeah;. i wish my life were like that 70's show, and all of my closest friends lived in my basement. and matt is smacking me calling me a liar. i do wish that my friends were all here. and matt ( Read more... )

hey all. well yeah, again im really sad. i dont know why. its like this time of the season, im always sad. i dont know why, and matt is hitting me with his huge socks. and it hurts. their really thick socks and they hurt when they hit you. i really am not happy unless im hanging out with my friends. and now matt is blowing in my ear and laughing ( Read more... )