hey all. im at matts house. he is very depressed and im trying to cheer him up. soo are his meds. SHHHHHH!!!! well anywho, the play was awesome. we had alotta fun. well i g2g.

weee im about to go to a play with molly, jasmine, heaven, duan, and someone else, and i cant type right now, so bye bye yall. love to the people!!!!

i really feel like shit right now. like i thought i didnt want acceptance, but i guess i do. i mean i treat the people closest to me like shit. i hate how greedy i am. i need to stop being childish. i really dont like the person ive become. i mean, i lie way too much. the only person ive never lied to is maya. and its driving people away from me. ( Read more... )

argh i havenothing really to say except that i miss you terribly maya! i havent been able to stop thinking about you the past few weeks. i mean its like something happened where i love you that much more (as if that were possble, i alredy loved you more than anything) im just really confused about everything. my life has been turned into a fucking ( Read more... )

hey people. i got hit by a car today. i was feeling alot worse than i have in a long time because i felt soo alone. like evryone had left me. like nobody cared about me at all. and so i thought my friends could cheer me up so i was on my way back to atherton becasue i thought they were still there, and then i skated out into the street and a red ( Read more... )

I HAVE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER. SHE MAKES ME SOO HAPPY, SHE HAS SAVED MY LIFE, AND SHE PUTS UP WITH ME. I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART, AND I WANT TO MARRY HER. SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE TRYING TO MAKE HER AS HAPPY AS SHE MAKES ME

hey all! im at matts house and he is trying to cook. i use trying for a reason. well anywho, heaven doesnt want to hang out with me anymore. she said that her parents found out about me smoking weed, which coincidentally was OREGANO!!!! okay, anyone who knows pot knows the difference. well she was pretending to be high the entire day. i could tell ( Read more... )

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argh. things r falling apart here. i cant stand it here. like i found out that like none of the girls here like me. i mean the reason i was soo confidet at the beggining of the year is because i thought they liked me. i mean it helps to know that, even though your in a deeply commited relationship that you never want to leave. one person though ( Read more... )

hey all. yeah today was shitty. again. not anywhere near as bad as yesterday. well sorta but not in the same way. i found out molly doesnt like me, and everyone who said she did was all now saying i never said that she liked you. and so now im like what the fuck. i dont know who to fucking beleive anymore. i really dont. i hate it.oh and i had to ( Read more... )