if there's one thing ive noticed by being sober, its that i fucking hate my roomate. Its amazing how altered your mind can get when you just stay fucked up. Trey is such a mooching piece of shit. im absolutely sick of him, and everyone else is too. He's so fucking spoiled, that he expects you to spoil him like his parents do, and never has any ( Read more... )

im totally sober and i dont like it. im more depressed then ive ever been. and this shit sucks. but i know its for the better.

2 sober days

zachary

yeah so im at wes's house. and v2.0 is practicing again. im having fun, as usual, i just had other plans for tonight. i had kinda expected something more sincere ( Read more... )

as the days turn ( Read more... )

im going back home. it seems like the only place where i even matter a little bit. i am so fucked up. my life is the biggest piece of shit either. and none of you can prove me wrong. not that youd try.

lj is over niggers.

THE END. of me and everything related.

im a mess. starving for attention, from all the wrong people. i cant stand this anymore. i want to be home again. i hate this town ( Read more... )

and i guess what im the most afraid of is the idea of you with someone else. whether or not youre waking up next to him every morning instead of me ( Read more... )

this sucks. i mean. i got some kickass Columbia shorts/bathing suit, navy polo shorts, a patagonia t-shirt, and kavu watch band, and some other stuff but im not all too happy ( Read more... )

im sitting at work and there isnt all too much to do. im not on the clock or anything, im just hanging out in the office, on the computer, trying to find something to do to occupy my time. I tried playing blasterball, but im too good at it to enjoy. im only kidding ( Read more... )

i had said before that everything from now until later in life is just going to filler, but i really dont think so anymore. im so sure ive stumbled across something, even if it is so small. its weird. how ready i am for this, and how much i need this.

i just hope i dont disappoint.

you know, home for a while, its going to be great. party x 19000