im doing well. things havent really been better in awhile. im making a good bit of money, ive been partying with some amazing ass kids. and i'm meeting more awesome people every night. i met the cutest girl ever, several times actually ( Read more... )

so ive been home for awhile and havent updated. I havent really had anything worth writting about. If it's all that important im still lonely as fuck, only now i think i have strep throat or something similar. I feel like shit, and i have absolutely no money, none at all, but i cant work, hell i can barely breath ( Read more... )

Its getting to the point where i just feel spent, empty, and worthless. I could be doing so well, its almost like i choose to feel this way. Thats the part that bothers me the most. Basically i choose to do nothing, and to be nothing, to feel nothing but all the wrong things ( Read more... )

i had a dream so real, i can still taste your kisses. It was amazing. I wonder what it means.

zachary

closure. and again dont call me, i dont care if youre dying and i have the only cure ( Read more... )

Yeah so i had a good weekend at home. I guess it was expected. I went home anticipating something different from here at school, and thats exactly what i got. I have a good feeling this weekend was a taste of summer to come, and im very excited about this summer now. Wes and i did some of the most random things as usual. I must say the motorized ( Read more... )

For every positive thought i felt about myself last night, i have a negative one tonight to match it. Im so sick of everything. I think you care, but sometimes i forget how good you are at not showing it. Sometimes you do show it though, and i guess im thankful that when we have to be, we can be friends, but i wish it didnt have to be like this ( Read more... )

today wasnt all that bad, but it certainly was a day where i remembered why i did the things i used to do. Temptation is a bitch, but im a motherfucker and i stayed strong. Or strong enough not to give into temptation. If you learn anything from living in such close quarters with people, it's their true colors. I have amazing friends, and i have ( Read more... )

i dont know whats gotten into my lately. Everytime i decide to change cd's in my truck, i always put in the one i made for you. It was almost this time last year, when whatever it is that started, started. The more i think about you the more i miss how everything was this time last year. At the time i didnt have a care in the world, everything was ( Read more... )

trey is the most annoying motherfucker ever. He is talking to his ex-girlfriend again, and he is the dumbest, most fucking ignorant, annoying person. I cant stand listening to people argue with their special someone, but trey is 100x worse. He uses wrong words, and makes the most absurb comments. I HATE THIS MOTHERFUCKER ( Read more... )