I spent a good bit of yesterday wallowing. It's been hard to get a hold of some of my more elusive friends :P. A couple seem depressed at the moment and result to 'hiding' lest someone try to cheer them up. Others I can't really speak for but can be disappointed in for not stepping up ( Read more... )

I got 4 hours of sleep last night. I'm finding it difficult to be tired since I've gotten here. It's not simple jetlag, I just don't feel like sleeping- at all. There isn't much food that I enjoy eating floating around my mother's house either, so I'm having trouble remembering to eat too. I'm feeling physically fine but mentally (and ( Read more... )

After much anxiety and some kind of awful feeling in my stomach, I have arrived. I'm staying with my mother at the moment. I had been horribly worried that everything would have changed in the last 2 years. I was wrong to fear that. Things are much as they always have been with the exception that my young sister has grown a lot (she's nearly ( Read more... )

I swear, sometimes I just don't know what people are thinking. I was just hanging out online, looking up current events and waiting for a call. A person I do not know and have never heard of decides to message me. Whatever. It's all good. He says 'hi' I say 'hi'. Blah blah blah. The thing is, this guy decides to get all parental on me. If I ( Read more... )

I'm traversing the Dreamscape again. I fell into the trap of trying to unravel a man I met in my dream the other night ( Read more... )

In the past 2 weeks several odd (read: completely unpredictable) things took place ( Read more... )

It's funny. I spent a good half of my day wearing a red leather mask I made years ago. Looking at it, through it. Turning it around in my hands to understand it. It's a simple design. Fashioned from a single piece of leather. Tooled, molded, and dyed ( Read more... )

I seem to be completely without routine. I can't pinpoint the exact moment I lost my discipline (again) but I'd imagine it coincided roughly with taking a steady fulltime job. I'm getting back to the point of understanding. There is a pattern at work here. I am most disciplined and eager to act on ideas when not burdened by the bore of mundane ( Read more... )

For the first time in months traffic is actually calm in the dead of night. I don't know what to say. It's like a gift really. Like Chatsworth decided to give me a little present just for being me ( Read more... )

I danced with a child. Took up flames in the night. Set the forest ablaze. You hunted me. Haunted me. I took it all in. Gave up in the flight. Footsteps prevailing. Revealed you to me. Your wit like a blade. Dulled by time. Sullied with me.

-T