Going out on the town with Josh and his Australian cousin Dom. He's in town for 4 days I hear. This should be fun.

Gonna eat me some good food at the Promenade tonight!

-T

Today was a day of relative relaxation. Sometimes it's nice to just wake up at noon and watch streaming video clips of satire for a few hours before taking a shower and getting down to actually doing something ( Read more... )

I'm still afraid. Somewhere in there I don't feel that people come through. I say this because of a common occurance in my dreams. I recall many dreams in which I am suddenly ill or badly injured and friends, family, and strangers downplay or ignore the problem. I had one of those this morning ( Read more... )

It never ceases to amaze me, the kind of things I turn to when having trouble sleeping. Tonight I've been thinking about past encounters. I started wondering where it all started. I mean really started. I know that many many events have shaped the way I am today. The interesting thing though, is that I have early memories of dominance and ( Read more... )

I had a dream about a burn scar on my arm. It stuck with me all day. It's a scar I forgot all about in real life, but meant the difference between life and death in the dream. It was impossible to hide it and I did not try to. In fact, when I realized it was a part of who I am, I insisted on showing my captors the mark that they had searched ( Read more... )

I'm feeling dark today. Literally dark. I hadn't noticed just how burned, and consequently tanned, I got in Pittsburgh (of all places :P). I did go to the Pirates' game against the Tigers. I suppose the several hours of sitting out in the sun screaming in dehydrated furor may have had something to do with that ( Read more... )

Bloody hell I am tired. My eyes are heavy. For whatever reason my mind drifts toward pain. Sometimes I just can't help myself. I dust off memories of harsh words and harsher actions. Sometimes, like tonight, I revel in them. I just want to be stopped or stop someone. I can't even make specifics of what I'm saying. I know what I want. I ( Read more... )

Thank you to everyone who picked up where we left off. Distance needn't alter the ties that bind ( Read more... )

I'm back in the San Fernando Valley. I had a long flight that hit Philly and Vegas before finally landing in LA. This has been the first time I've ever slept through a landing and a takeoff. The past month has been amazing and exhausting ( Read more... )

There have been arguements, accusations, lemons thrown about. I think because of all that I miss about this place, I can't develop a new view of it. Everything is still resting in that double-vision realm of observation. I've got conflicting thoughts coming in. The past and the present overlap but hardly match up at all ( Read more... )